It hits me as hard as running into a cement wall.
It feels like plummeting 500 feet into freezing cold water.
For a second I can't breathe.
I feel myself falling into the moment.
I try to pull it together before anyone sees.
I can't fall apart.
I'll keep going until the next time this happens-get through it-and keep going again.
That's what life is all about right? I'll make it through this.
Give me strength.
hey er,
ReplyDeleteif you need any help with anything to hesitate to call.. even if it's a babysitter.. i'll send the hubby (he needs practice!!) just kidding, i'd love to watch the kids for a little though!